You know sometimes I feel like I am not going anywhere. I feel stagnant , sometimes I feel like my mom looks at me for all the answers that I don't have, or like I have the cure for of which hardship we are going through. I need her to understand I can't save her, she has to lean on you for understanding as I am still trying to make sense of something I shouldn't.
God, I ask you to help her. I ask you to help her figure it out. However way you need be JESUS. You handle her, because all i can do is pray for her and you Lord. You can do everything for her. I'm talking about miracles never before seen.
I am going through my own storm, and I struggle everyday. I struggle everyday, one of if not the hardest storm you have put me through so far. Yet, which much is given, much is required. So I'm just taking a wild guess. That something epic is coming my way... But I really need to brace myself & get grounded in your word. That's what I really need to do. It will take the stress away, but the spirit in which is in my house... Doesn't sit right at all. It is a spirit of depression, a spirit of suffocation, a spirit of disappointment , frustration, it causes me headaches and confusion. And I forget that I am in a season of solitary .. In which I am really only suppose to be dealing with you Lord God. And I apologize, forgive me. Because I know now what I should be doing & writing this down is beneficial to me. Honestly.
I Thank You.
For your patience with me
I Thank You
For your everlasting Grace & Mercy
I Thank You
I Thank You
I Thank You
For everything you are cleaning me of & everything you will be blessing me with to Glorify your name.
Thank You Jesus
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